Saturday, April 12, 2008
If hurdles were living things, they'd be quite heartless.
They can make a person fall deeply in love with them, and can leave a person in tears at the same time.
(Yes, the emo-kid inside of Cheryl has resurfaced. Again.)
It's so depressing, you know, when the latter occurs. So much that I didn't even smile or have any reaction whatsoever when I received my piano exams results which showed that I passed. (And to think I spent almost half an hour bawling my eyes out last month after that exam, crying endlessly to poor Debbie and Sarah about how I was going to fail miserably.) The rain in the morning didn't exactly help either; it killed my mood so much I didn't even feel like going to ORA with Debbie and Guanrong and all ):
Well at least there was Sarah to help liften up my spirits a little (: I shared my innermost, deepest, darkest secrets to dear dear Sarah (which made her fly in surprise while standing in the bus we were in hurhur) and we ate SUSHI (: Parkway is the coolz yo. And having Sarah there is super fun :D
Then daddy was being very nice today too! Because he won't be in town for my birthday next week he brought the family out for dinner to have a mini-celebration. But due to my bad mood from morning training, I was quite unenthu. Such a killjoy I tell you. Then when he asked what I wanted (in which I answered "I dunno" quite depressedly/unenthusiatically, also due to the training in the morning. I am such an emo kid.) he suddenly said "let's get an iPod"!! Omg daddy rocks I never thought he'd ever suggest to get such things. I LOVE DADDY MANZ.
Next week's gonna be spent on worrying about the 20th of April. Right now 20th is an even more important day than 19th. So much for sweet sixteen =/ I hope I won't do some kanasai timing like today's, if not I'll be the saddest 16-year-old kid ever.
Posted at 9:59 PM
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